as yet...

Today is another lame one...
I don't want to be here...
I don't want to do anything

I fell asleep on the phone
with Patrick last night...
He hung up on me.
I freaked out.


I need to hang out with someone tomorrow...

update...

Random update:

-Brother got a job @ Sears.
-I am trying to fail English.
-I am mad @ everyone lately.
-Took a pregnancy test... Negative
-Want to move far away from
everything that I know and love.
-Got a call back from Discovery Channel Store



I don't think you care.

fuck you...

stop telling me that you love me...
i don't want to hear it
anymore.

i am tired of feeling
these things for you...
and giving you my whole world.



I HATE BEING IN LOVE
WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU

&now the end...

I think I just failed my Math Test...
I wish I would have studied///



This shit sucks/
Tomorrow
is another
lame adventure!

I'll keep you all posted!

&there was this guy who tried to get Manda's number in the library @ American River College...

So,
I skipped class today.
I needed to work on math.
[which, by the way
I never got to finish.]

So,
I am up in the library
just minding my business
when some guy comes over
and sits next to me.

He starts asking me some
basic questions:
"What's your name?"
"How old are you?"
I was polite & nice
& responded back:
"Amanda"
"I am almost 20"

He starts laughing
and I smile...
No flirting
Just being nice.
He then asked for
my phone number.

*egad!*
I tell him my excuse:
"My cell phone contract expired...
I won't have a number till Friday"

SO...
He gave me his!

And it is on
a little purple
piece of paper
buried under my books
hidden in my backpack.

WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Maybe it was the blue beanie I was wearing?!


so yea.
strange but true///

I guess I'm attractive
to someone else.

no english...

So,

I decided to skip my English class today.
I couldn't find any good parking!
There is a ton of parking lots @ school.
I still couldn't find one.
I need to work more on my Math homework anyways.

Oh, I saw a person from my Past...
Shanell McQuirk!!!
*gag*

anyways, I am off like a prom dress.

This weekend is
looking better
by the minute.

world...

So much shit
to do tomorrow...

I am gonna get
my new
cell
phone
tomorrow!


[x]take Dad to doctors apt.
[x]go to my doctors apt.
[x]go back to school to glaze mailbox
[x]get cell phone
[x]see Patrick!


*whee*

annonymous...

this is
my life



i don't
fucking
care


if
y o u


like it
or not!

yeah...

remind me why i decided to go back to school???

no excuses...

I want a boyfriend
who will romance me...
and sweep me off
my black converse.



I want to
feel love.



I don't think
I am
getting
what I
want...


EDIT [8:42p]:
I am
sick
of your
excuses...

essay...

my lame ass English essay:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/mandax/1894.html



Fo' reals!
It's due on Tuesday...
This is all I got...
It needs to be at least 8 pages!

yes...


off to pick of Orion!

hate...

what I hate...


loud people
in the library
when I am trying
to study and work
on a major paper
that is due
on Tuesday!!

ghetto...

So much drama today!


There is some cool shit
going on in the library
courtyard thingy!
I should go find out.
Yeah!


I am thinking of ditching school
to see a show in November
@ Sac State!


yeah!

something like that...

I feel fat...

I wonder why!?!??!

*yeah*
So there...

I gotta do some math!
maybe some English too.

My cell phone is gonna be gone on Friday!
*whee*
No more text messages!

due...

Random things:


-My research paper is due next week!!!

-Still haven't gotten the crimson wave

-Feeling faint!