cruel summer...

Oh Lordy-Lord...

So Christmas is gone.
Oh yes... Thank gawd!
Now I can finally find a parking space @ work!
3 more days of 2003!!!

Things I got:
[x]Aunt Trisha: super cute gloves and a body wash stuff!
[x]Aunt Rosemary & Uncle Jesse: $25...
[x]Mom & Dad: thing for my new apartment
when I move out... And a nice suede jacket!
[x]Grandma & Aunt Pat: Best Buy gift card
and she also gave one to Patrick but since we are
broken up, she said I can have it!!!
[Score on for the bad guys!!!]
[x]Dee Dee: Jamba Juice gift card.
[x]Mary: Starbucks gift card, Happy Bunny magnet, Sponge Bob Square Pants toys, Origami kit.
[x]Moki: a star necklace, book of Ty Pennington from Trading Spaces.
[x]Karie: candy!!!
[x]Marianne: more candy!!!
[x]Me: new DVD player

So,
good news...
I have lost some weight!
Not a lot but enough to
make me think I am purdyful!!!

I am finished feeling sorry for myself.
I am stronger then I know.
Music is my therapy.
I am feel better these days.
My sarcasm & sense of humor defeats my dreaded emotions!
Lately, I have been talking to Courtland too much!!!
We would be the ultimate dorky couple!
We recite lines from Aqua Teen Hunger Force
to each other constantly!
*swoons*
Be still my heart!

Dad & I had a talk on x-mas eve...
We talked about the break up thing.
He said that Patrick is way immature.
He talked about him & Mom and their relationship.
I started to cry...
My Dad is so great.
He said that if Patrick really did love me,
he would love all my imperfections & emotional baggage.
So, I don't think he loved me.

End of story.

Anyways,
Plans for 2004 are under way!
I have a few goals.

1)Mission House: save up enough money to by my house
2)Mission Major: finish up school to obtain Art Major
3)Mission Jelly Bean: pay off car


I gotta go to workie!
Maybe I will post more later.
I have a full day of spending money &
being a uber-dork!