feliz dia del nuevo...

So,
Yesterday Mommy Mom & I went to the movies.
We saw Big Fish...
It was so beautiful!
I love Tim Burton's style.
Plus looking @ Ewan McGregor is a plus.
Mom & I cried at the end.
We keep talking about the movie.
Mom told my Aunt Pat & Grandma to see it!
I took her to Costco to get a yummy yum
Chicken Bake after the movie...
Movie & Lunch!
Manda & Mom = dorky women

So,
I talked to Patrick yesterday.
I don't think I am in his thoughts
anymore... He is always in mine.
I don't think he wants to be friends.
I am confused. He confuses me.
I just wanna see him...
& Hang out with him...
& just love him...
I know that is imposable.
A girl can dream, can't she?

So,
I don't know why I start every topic with so!?
I spent a good part of the nite
sending text messages to Janette.
Janette is Patrick's friend &
works with my Mommy Mom
I talked about Patrick.
My favorite topic.
She thinks I am too young
to be tied down to one person.
I told her my perspective.
She told me that Patrick's a difficult
person to understand &
that Patrick's friend Scott
broke up with his girlfriend
around the same time as Patrick.
We found this strange.

So,
Today Mom & I took down the X-Mas
crap all around the house.
I attempted to clean my car.
That was a failed attempt.
I played some Coldplay in the car.
I cried when I heard The Scientist.
I looked in the vanity mirror
and saw true beauty in my pain
of life and my recent heartbreak.
I watched Son of the Beach
with Mom, Dad & Orion.
Orion & I drove to Adalberto's
and got burritos!
We took the back roads home & got semi-lost.
I watched some Rich Girls with mom
& then got $2 of Lottery tickets.
Lottery = $71 million!!!

[Announcement!!!]
If I win the Lottery,
I am gonna quit work...
Travel the world and
to go all the great
colleges in the world.
& buy a house and name the place
Cherrywood Manor

So,
Tonight... I, Amanda Ruth Ramirez,
will be a social girl.
I am not going to Moki's 80's party.
I am gonna go to Denny's to meet Miss Trisha.
But now, I am watching Johny Depp.
Boys with dark hair = love!

happy y2k + 4